Week 15


Just to make sure, I eagerly asked my midwife if we could check for the heartbeat again this month. I heard it for the first time last month, but other than that I still have no solid proof of my baby! Of course I KNOW I am pregnant; the two pink lines, bloodwork etc... I have had no big symptoms, only slight little pleasant reminders. A little fatigue for about three weeks in the beginning, an aversion to meat and fish, a bigger cup size and a spiritual/mindful connection to the little person who I am sharing my body with. I guess I have just been overly eager for the little bump to start showing itself. Sometimes I appear alittle bloated so I excitedly go try on the hand me down maternity pants I have in my closet...but I am not ready for them yet. They are too big. But my bloated little belly is not so comfortable in my regular hip hugging jeans. Maybe there is some maternity jeans I can get somewhere for 4 month bellies. The day my belly becomes really noticeable will be a day for celebration. AM I crazy or is it the hormones making me so excited about 'looking' pregnant? Probably a little of both.